Oil Pastel still life

Omg this piece was the most god awful thing to have ever come from me as an artist I hate this thing DX It looks like a 5 year old drew it I HATE oil pastel's with such a passion its beyond rational thought the hatred I feel for oil pastel *seething* anyways this came after my pen ink still life
Next portraiture Im doing TWO pieces for one assignment because Im stubborn and Ill explain it when I have the pieces up